After a lot of thinking time i finally came up with my 3 worst traits and i decided to post them even if they are a day late.
1. I hold grudges on people that have done me wrong in the past. If someone has hurt me i probably cut them out of my life in the moment i realize what they have done and i won’t look back. I’ve been told many times that i need to work through these feelings of hate i have for these people but i feel like i can’t. It’s my way of coping and i have made peace with the fact that it’s just how i deal with it.
2. I have no control over my tear duct. I don’t mind crying when i watch sad tv shows or when i read sad books but i seem to cry for no reason sometimes and i can’t control it. Like Dr. Robbins on Grey’s Anatomy i think i have a problem with power and i cry whenever i am put in a situation with someone with power. I hate not having control, i usually just try to laugh it off or i try to hide my face so the person doesn’t see i’m crying. It sucks. Big Time.
3. I am a procrastinator. All throughout high school i learned that i could leave things for the last minute and still get a good grade because assignments were usually pretty easy. Then College came around and Assignments, Essays, Group Projects, Homework, were not the same. I had to change my study methods but i still struggled with procrastination. The internet definitely didn’t help when you’re sitting at the computer trying to focus on Microsoft Word. I still struggle with procrastination and probably always will.
Day 24/31 blogging Every Day in May
